Mansfield Park - Chapter 22

Fanny's consequence increased on the departure of her cousins. Becoming, as she then did, the only young woman in the drawing-room, the only occupier of that interesting division of a family in which she had hitherto held so humble ¹ a third, it was impossible for her not to be more looked at, more thought of and attended to, than she had ever been before; and "Where is Fanny?" became no uncommon ² question, even without her being wanted for any one's convenience., ,Not only at home did her value increase, but at the Parsonage too. In that house, which she had hardly entered twice a year since Mr. Norris's death, she became a welcome, an invited guest, and in the gloom and dirt of a November day, most acceptable to Mary Crawford. Her visits there, beginning by chance, were continued by solicitation ³. Mrs. Grant, really eager to get any change for her sister, could, by the easiest self-deceit, persuade herself that she was doing the kindest thing by Fanny, and giving her the most important opportunities of improvement in pressing her frequent calls., ,Fanny, having been sent into the village on some errand by her aunt Norris, was overtaken by a heavy shower close to the Parsonage; and being descried ⁴ from one of the windows endeavouring to find shelter under the branches and lingering leaves of an oak just beyond their premises ⁵, was forced, though not without some modest reluctance ⁶ on her part, to come in. A civil servant she had withstood; but when Dr. Grant himself went out with an umbrella, there was nothing to be done but to be very much ashamed, and to get into the house as fast as possible; and to poor Miss Crawford, who had just been contemplating ⁷ the dismal ⁸ rain in a very desponding state of mind, sighing over the ruin of all her plan of exercise for that morning, and of every chance of seeing a single creature beyond themselves for the next twenty-four hours, the sound of a little bustle ⁹ at the front door, and the sight of Miss Price dripping with wet in the vestibule, was delightful ¹⁰. The value of an event on a wet day in the country was most forcibly brought before her. She was all alive again directly, and among the most active in being useful to Fanny, in detecting her to be wetter than she would at first allow, and providing her with dry clothes; and Fanny, after being obliged to submit to all this attention, and to being assisted and waited on by mistresses and maids, being also obliged, on returning downstairs, to be fixed ¹¹ in their drawing-room for an hour while the rain continued, the blessing ¹² of something fresh to see and think of was thus extended to Miss Crawford, and might carry on her spirits to the period of dressing ¹³ and dinner., , ,It was beginning to look brighter, when Fanny, observing a harp ¹⁵ in the room, asked some questions about it, which soon led to an acknowledgment of her wishing very much to hear it, and a confession ¹⁶, which could hardly be believed, of her having never yet heard it since its being in Mansfield. To Fanny herself it appeared a very simple and natural circumstance. She had scarcely ever been at the Parsonage since the instrument's arrival, there had been no reason that she should; but Miss Crawford, calling to mind an early expressed wish on the subject, was concerned at her own neglect; and "Shall I play to you now?" and "What will you have?" were questions immediately following with the readiest good-humour., ,She played accordingly; happy to have a new listener, and a listener who seemed so much obliged, so full of wonder at the performance, and who shewed herself not wanting in taste. She played till Fanny's eyes, straying to the window on the weather's being evidently fair, spoke ¹⁸ what she felt must be done., ,Defeat and failure make people humble.挫折与失败会使人谦卑 。,Such attitudes were not at all uncommon thirty years ago.这些看法在30年前很常见
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